Just as i thought my heart would explode, I helped myself out and decided to not wait any longer and I just tore it out with a knife.

I'm so tired of caring for people who don't care about me. I think I must be trying too hard? I don't know whats so wrong with trying to help people feel better... but what's the use when all they want to do is kill you with their ignorance.

So instead of having a heart full of love- I'd rather have an empty black void- it might do me some good... since everyone around me has the same void within them.


(and this is my fist pic- besides the one i did with ~hi-speed- in OC. I needed something that would be able to do the blood right- and i think it came out ok....)